No your not coming across as harassing sorry, I was meaning that I haven’t been gendered as a women by random people in public I interact with

I’ve never been told this by a random person in public

You added me on discord I think

I’ve seen you, you have had much better results than I have had, I might have bad genetics and just look ugly. This isn’t my fault but the reality I live in

Expect for me and other genetically cursed trans women. It sucks fr

It’s just hard knowing that you will always be neglected, everyone you have a crush on you won’t ever date, your always the one people go to but no one is attracted too. You are just reminded of it and it’s sad.

My issue honestly is, I just hate how nothing I was hoping for with HRT was happened, I don’t look like any girl I’ve ever seen. I just feel awful and I’m treated by the public as such

Let me guess, the streaming services on it will be like DailyWire+, PragerU. What else

I think this is a good move honestly, they want it to be an algo similar to meta which you know is terrible, meta is like mostly dudes saying gen Z men are AWAKE and hate LGBT people and tate clips. They seem to have much less success in the algorithm on tiktok

So update, it really didn’t. I feel kinda insecure over that.

it’s not that anyone cares about me that much, but rather that no one should be forced to experience that. 911 operators have training in dealing with death.

Likely a heart monitor plugged into a python script would work. Than have some basic tts read “Hello, this an automated voice message, Skylar is now deceased, heart rate was recorded flat at {{time}} the location is {{location}}” ideally I’m gonna pick a parking garage which isn’t active the day I’m planning on ending it.

Generally my idea would be to take the pills than shoot myself afterwards, mainly the goal would be making me a hard case for paramedics, unable to figure out what to treat first.

When I was being abused by my dad, adults told me hey you’ll be 18 one day. I’m an adult now, and fuck things actually got worse

My plan is gonna take a while but I ever the intent is still there

They deal with death everyday, it comes with the job. And also for the cops are fuck heads that harass black people and ruin people lives, they deserve to see a dead fucking body

I have nothing, no one will make me feel warm and safe and help me. That’s the truth. I’m alone.

Blaming HRT on someone being suicidal isn’t science, that’s not even fucking proven. Jesus Christ. Just cause it didn’t help me doesn’t mean it didn’t help countless others fuck

I planning on leaving and commiting alone, an automatic 911 call will be placed which will give them the location of my body.

I’m on HRT (hasn’t worked) cause I’m genetically cursed. And my crowd can say some right things, I’m a leftist. But let’s not bring politics into this cause it really doesn’t matter in grand scheme of things, and no I can’t figure out a plan, I don’t even got another place to go. And what your saying doesn’t apply, I’ve never really been consistently happy, my life is mostly bad.