That’s really funny because they are the ones not knowing what’s good and what’s bad. Even Bible shows god doing some evil stuff like killing almost everything alive on Earth or telling a father to kill his own son. It confuses me how anyone can say that such god is good.

Started going to a psychologist, it’s needed before HRT in my country. That makes me happy because I’m finally making some progress, if everything goes well I’ll start HRT next year. One bad thing is that I have harder time falling asleep now because of dysphoria.

I was scared too. I did it because I would need to do it at some point anyway but coming out sooner means starting medical transition sooner in my case, basically I saw coming out now to be best thing to do. If I waited I’d probably regret it. I hope everything will go well for you.

Still in closet. I’ll slowly start coming out to my family next week and see how things are going. I hope to start going to a therapist during summer but that depends on how accepting my parents will be.

It’s funny how every time they say atheist can’t answer certain question it’s actually easy to answer.

Maybe I can explain why I’m using masculine forms.

My translation of that sentence isn’t the best, I didn’t know how to translate it properly. What I said there is about people from my personal life (family members, friend etc).

I think that that my mom would at least try to understand if I send her something like this. With my dad it’s more complicated. His reaction would probably be negative at first but he may come around it later, that’s why I’m not coming out to him yet.

My current install is around 1 year old.

Problems I had were because of software not being on the latest version, not updates. Things just work on Arch for me. Only thing that ever broke was Xorg because of Nvidia drivers but that’s pretty easy fix.

Arch based distros are pretty stable in my experience. I actually had much more problems on distros like Debian and PopOs than Arch.

Linux PC

I use EndeavourOS (which is almost the same as Arch) for gaming and it works great.

It’s funny how they say it’s to protect creators while their actions in the past prove they don’t care about creators, they also earn from ads (more than creators as far as I know). At least they can’t do anything about RSS readers since they use XML and can be used in many ways other than watching YouTube videos.

You can use Heroic game launcher for Epic games and few other launchers. There is no way to use official launcher as far as I know.

You can do .net on Linux but Windows is much better for that. I recommend using Windows for work and Linux for everything else.

I had thoughts of what it would be like if I was a girl and dreams of myself becoming a woman, I thought that it was my curiosity and that everyone did the same thing from time to time. Also, for a very long time I was interested in gender swaping stuff and switching bodies (and wished to experience something like that), I thought it’s just a weird fetish. Now that I think about it it’s kinda odd how long it took me to actually start questioning my gender.

I recommend going with Virt-manager, it works much better than VirtualBox in my experience.

Only saw it once in hospital when I went to do first aid exam for driver licence.

Xmonad