Lee [any,they/them]

(CW suicide and abusive family)

When I was 11 or 12 I tried to tell my mom I was essentially suicidal and her and my older brother made the biggest shit stink making fun of me. Driving home the fact that I was a child and can’t have therapy because if anyone in the house was getting therapy for suicidal ideation, it’s them not me. (They didn’t “believe” in therapy lol) I regreted it immediatly and was mocked constantly for the rest of my life with them. They made jokes about my self harm and called me emo.

The only reason I didn’t go through with swallowing those pills is because a friend I had tried it before me. I saw the “clinic” (it looked like a prison) where they put her and she told me about getting her stomach pumped and how her dad basically hates her now for the medical bills she put him through.

I always use the term “piss baby”